My life start to change to some good….

Date: 2010.08.02 | Category: Tankar & Funderingar | Response: 0

At home after a long weekend in Stockholm mixed with work and play, I started this weekend to get a friend at the airport who had come from Thailand and visit me. Hathaithip her name but called Bella, after a super tough spring and early summer, it feels a lot more fun now that Bella came to visit, she gives me tremendous energy and we have amazing fun together. Saturday we spent at a Thai football tournament and it ended with a party in my Husby Center, talk about being alone with Swedish, blacker than a root cellar, it was there, but we had fun at Party. Many thanks to all who arranged and performed.

Bella is an incredibly wonderful girl who I have known during my travels to Thailand and now I will show her some parts of Sweden. Let me try to sleep and tomorrow it’s time to start to creep up the job but just sneak, next week it will be 100% work!

Single and greatly desired…

Date: 2010.07.25 | Category: Friends, Tankar & Funderingar, Underhållning | Response: 0

Yesterday I had a long conversation with a friend who lives in Florida, for the second time, he asks me if I should move there and begin work there instead. With the capacity that you have and the opportunities here, makes it easy for you to make 500 ”big” dollars / year. I know of the perfect house with big pool for you and with housekeepers. ”Unpack and move immediately.”

If it were so easy, I’d probably have a chance but now I have to finish my projects here and maybe next year I go over.

Right now my life as singles in a phase where I think very much on one person an like lots, but right now we can not be seen. I miss the hugs and the ability to ”load” up ”the batteries” at the weekend with love and socialize with friends.

The Thursday I was at a afterwork with one of my best friends and it was nice, long time since we hung out and hopefully with his wounderful wife the next time. I do not have a life of harmony and balance with a sense of safely, right now everything is out of balance.

I hope this week is my start to new beginning and I can be someone’s Hero again!

 End with a funny story:

A guy walks into a bar, sits down next to another guy and immediately notices the guy has a very large Bic cigarette lighter.

The first guy says “Wow, that’s a huge lighter…where did you get it?”
The guy replies “A genie from this bottle granted me one wish.”

“Great, can I try it?”
“Sure.”

The first guy rubs the bottle and the genie appears. “You are granted one wish” says the genie.

The guy says, “I want a million bucks!”
“Done” says the genie and disappears.

A few minutes go by and suddenly the bar door swings open and pouring in come ducks. Thousands and thousands of ducks falling all over each other through the bar door.

“I can’t believe this,” says the guy who had just placed his wish, “I asked for a million bucks, not a million ducks!”

The second guy then says, “Do you really think I wished for a 12 inch Bic?”

Thai Festival in Ragunda

Date: 2010.07.18 | Category: Tankar & Funderingar | Response: 0

Wednesday evening I went up to Ragunda and Thai temple. There has been a festival here and with more visitors in 1000 so it has been a real Thai feel, warmth and odor, and Thai food has made it possible to not get closer to Thailand than this.

I long very much to Thailand now, and are again reminded why I love Thailand so much.

I have had it easy and comfortable for a few days and now I go further, we’ll see what what happens tomorrow, but one weeks more leave, I will have, a telephone should not be on.

Hugs Jim

After Burn

Date: 2010.07.09 | Category: Tankar & Funderingar | Response: 0

At last, there has been complete recovery after the fire and I can move into the house again.

8 weeks of frustration and stress, mixed with remorse and nasty outbreak you could briefly summarize how it has been.

Now it is the street festival and the first agencies in a long time, I have no one beside me when I go there. It feels a bit weird, I’m single and have no one to share this experience with. There is a girl that I really would like this but unfortunately it was impossible to solve, but maybe in the future so she comes up here.

Miss you baby!

My f(s)ucking life!

Date: 2010.06.29 | Category: Arbete, Tankar & Funderingar | Response: 0

I know that you should try to wake up and see all the positive with a positive spirit, but if everything in life sucks and all you do to get a bit more energy in daily life goes to hell and all you are just trying to have a happier life, but it is someone who does not want to treat me and think ”you should have a hell”. It is very urgent now with all sorts of things, both privately and at work.
I have received exam craftspeople in my house and foremost a painter who would choose a different profession, this makes me enormously irritating and an insurance company who totally do not care quality for their clients’ life, well you can save 1kr .
I promise that I will give you a detailed description how bad an insurance company can treat a human being and then think you are doing something good, there’s plenty of documentation and I think all their customers want to know how they get treated when they get an injury. Since I hate Sweden so fucking much that I will add even more energy so I do not live in this ”Do we know everything so good” country, which treats people as bad as my insurance company does. What is it with all there is no emotion in the decisions it takes. I am so incredibly sick of everything right now and any time I would go away from everything for a while so I get a perspective on my life for now is not good, how to turn it this cycle, think positively can not, I must reduce my high standards and expectations, I must become a ”Svensson”(”Smith” Normal Person) who do not care how he is treated. But I can not stand it, I do not trust the state, I know they make mistakes every day and I can not accept it. I do not want color on my Dark Painted trim, I would not have soot in my ventilation unit, I want to live with my love without being in breach.
Right now I live to get my latest ”project” to fly so I can earn even more money and ”buy” me the freedom to escape this shit country, I’m not bad in this country to make money, of course, but perhaps it is I also do not care I am not ashamed that I want to make money and also I will avoid tax in this country is also crap. How the hell I was so annoying and ”Pain In The Ass” for the Swedish state, I just want everyone to get use their fucking freedom that we democratically voted for,

what is wrong with it, that someone is standing up for our rights?

Can someone fucking tell me what is wrong?